| Well this week has taken forever. I only had to take one exam. I hope I
passed. Besides that I just sat around and did nothing... I've been so
bored. It give a person plenty of time to think though. It takes alot
more than a week to sort threw this mind. It's more or less a loss for
words. I hear feel and understand music so well ,but i don't know where
my future wants to go with that. I feel like school is restricting me
from I guess you could say is "My true purpose". I hate to say it but
school is the law and i will finish it all collage and everything. That
is was society demands. It just feels like there is more to life then
the everyday battles the world trys to knock us down with. They will
always be there but what ever happened to climbing a mountain just to
look at it's beauty or taking a trip to see wut is farther than your
work place. I know this for sure I've seen the picture of a man i know
as a child. He had nothing but adventure and excitement in his eyes. He
wanted to take on the world. Now i see this man old and lost. Working
day to day pleasing others. He has lost that wonderful spirit for
living. He smokes but care not to quit. He thinks his journey is
complete. I don't know what happened to this man there are many
shadows. This is no longer the boy in the picture. The world has changed
this person. I fear this for everyone else. I don't want this to happen
to me. I hope no one else does either.
Everyone needs to go see our church
bands play. There is "SOFT" and "A20" they are both great and play on
our stage SATURDAY.
comment if you feel like it.
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| I'll
guess i'll update because I already updated my background. No one
looks at it so it is of no importance anyways. I've had a pretty basic
week of school. I'm just livin my way through school you could say. I
don't really like spartman. I'm looking at going to a tech school next
year so i get a better education. If i do though i could loose my
scholarship opp. for tennis. I'm at the point when I need to find which
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| Ok ok ... i guess i'll keep it ............. for a while. I'll give you a much better update later.
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| Well i think i'm done with xanga no one ever looks at it and i'm tired of having to mess with it... i just dunno
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